Monday, May 26, 2008

Mother's Day

Wow, sorry this is so late!

Well, I had the most amazing Mother's Day ever!! It was so amazing to be able to celebrate it, and to feel so honored, as I feel I have honored those who are mother's to me!! My dad sent me the most AMAZING flowers to work, they were so pretty and it was very sweet! Then, I woke up on Mother's day to flowers from Jett and the most WONDERFUL card from Colton / Daddy...

Jett fixed my closet for me, which to some, might not mean so much, but I LOVE it. I have a whole new rod for my clothes and that means NO MORE squeezing clothes in!! To me, it was the best present ever!!

I just feel so blessed to have such an amazing family, a healthy son and a loving husband, a sistger who makes me smile every day.. I also have two amazing women my mom and Jett's mom who help me to be a better mom to Colton.

I also draw from my Nana. She loves all her children unconditionally, and I just hope and pray that the patience, never ending love, support, guidance, laughter and spirit that she shows each and every one of us has passed down to me, so that I can show those same qualities to my family!!

To all the mothers out there, I think you are amazing, we have the hardest job and we do it with LOVE and DEVOTION!!!

Happy Late Mother's day to you all!





Here are two pictures of my favorite son. The first one is his sweet smile and the second one is his attempt to be like Daddy in a hard hat!




Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Changes..oh the changes

Well, BIG NEWS.. I am working again..

Before I get "you are a bad mommy comments" Just know that it was not a decision that was made lightly. I was not looking for a job, it came looking for me. I thought, eh, ok, I will go and interview to see if I am even interested.. and interested I WAS!!! The ONLY setback was that I love and adore Colton and was not sure what to do with him.. was I going to scar him for life??? Was I being selfish? I just did not know.

When I went for my interview, I had no one to watch him. Krista had school, Jett could not miss work. Luckily, we new that one of Jett's co workers (Ricky) wife would be able to. So we called up Dana and she said "Sure, bring him by" When I got there, Dana and her two daughters, Shorrie (Lives in Indiana, but is down for Leah's wedding) and Leah were there. I dropped off the baby and off I went..by the time I got back, I knew I wanted the job. So I was talking to them about how I have to find daycare and Dana said "we don't want our baby going to daycare!" YUP, her and Leah decided that they wanted to watch him.. and what a blessing it has been!!! Colton LOVES his Granny Dana and Aunties!!


I would love to go more into where I am working and what I am doing, but I know that some people who I don't want to, read this blog and I just don't want to deal with drama!! So, if you wanna know, just email me and I will tell you all about it!

Hope all is well!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

First Professional Photos

We took Colton to Sears today for his first photo session.. I am really not into professional photos, I like the candid's beter, but, I wanted at least one sitting (and we got a coupon in the mail). They turned out really sweet. We got them all enhanced (borders, edges softened, black and whites etc) but on the CD they just copied the original shots. Krista is going to work on enhancing the cd images, but until then, I thought we could share these:








Just stuff

WHEW, it is the weekend! I really enjoy having Jett and Krista home!

Cyrus (also known as C-diddy .. that is his gangsta name... he LOOOVES rap!) came to visit us on his long trip from Biloxi to Albuquerque. As usual when he is here, we ate way too much. We had a birthday bbq to celebrate, except what kind of friend am I .. I had the date wrong! OOOPS.. I am sure he will forgive me! (I HOPE). We had steak, mashed potatoes, fresh corn, bread, deviled eggs, and TWO pies! WOW.. it was great. We played the WII and of course picked on each other the whole time. I hate that he is not moving to Louisiana, but Houston is not that far.. right?

We are excited for some upcoming trips.

Hopefully the first weekend in May we will meet up with Mom and Dad Walker in Houston to give them a "Colton" fix.. maybe catch a stro's game... who knows. . so long as we get to hang out we are good with that..

We are heading to Colorado in the middle of May to spend a week with our family. The parentals bought a house there and so all the kids are going to FINALLY get together.. I don't know when the last time Brit, Aric, Krista, Jett and I (AND COLTON) were all together.. too long. While we stay in contact via email and phone, it is not the same as hanging out... Plus, Aunt Brit has not met Colton.. we need to rectify that PRONTO!!

In June, we are going to Florida for a weekend to celebrate my birthday. My dad is going to meet us there, he said this is his birthday present to me, that is nice huh!!

In July, we will be back to Corpus for the 4th... as per our tradition! Kent and Preggo Sarah are going to make it down.. so that means LOOOTS of fun for us!

Then in September, we will head BACK to Ft. Sumner for the Kenyon's 25th Consecutive Family Reunion out at the lake.

November is Thanksgiving in Corpus.

And in December.... well, no Christmas plans yet.. but I know we will be celebrating a ONE YEAR anniversary of the baby boy!! WOW!

Hopefully we can catch up with all of our buddies on our trips.. so let us know if you are free and we will plan on meeting up.

I know it seems like a lot of traveling but when you are so far from family.. you will do whatever it takes.. hopefully one day we can all be closer.. til then, we will be on the road!

Love to all!

Saturday, April 12, 2008

The Ferry


Before:



after:







Before



Different angle but you can see the crane to get a general idea..





All I can say is that the river is rising, rising, rising.. they opened up the Bonnet Carre spillway:






Local news says: NORCO, La.—The Army Corps of Engineers opened a spillway near New Orleans for the first time in 11 years on Friday in an effort to spare the city any flooding from the swollen Mississippi River.
Heavy rain in the Mississippi Valley prompted the decision to open the Bonnet Carre Spillway, about 30 miles north of New Orleans.
The corps said the spillway could be open for a month. Gov. Bobby Jindal, who gave the cue to open the spillway with a thumbs-up to workers, said corps officials assured him levees should hold and should not be topped.
In addition to helping guard against flooding, opening the spillway is meant to ease pressure on levees and make it safer for ships and barges to navigate the river. The Mississippi

The U.S. Army Corps of Engineers opens the Bonnet Carre Spillway north of New Orleans to relieve the high water in the Mississippi River, send the diversion into Lake Pontchartrain Friday, April 11, 2008. Heavy rains farther north, in the Mississippi Valley, prompted the decision to open the spillway for only the ninth time since 1937. The corps says the spillway could be open for up to a month. ((AP Photo/Times-Picayune Photo, Ted Jackson) )River between Baton Rouge and New Orleans is one of the world's busiest commercial waterways.
The river is typically high in spring as a combination of northern snow melt and rain in the U.S. heartland turns it into a rushing torrent of muddy water.
Despite the annual rising of the river, the corps seldom employs the spillway. Friday's opening was only the ninth since the spillway's construction in 1931.
The spillway diverts river water to Lake Pontchartrain, and from there into the Gulf of Mexico. The runoff from the river is not expected to significantly raise the level of the lake, but it is expected to affect plant and marine life as fresh river water pours into the brackish lake. The state plans to monitor its effects.


The spillway has 350 gated bays, each of which holds 20 large timbers—"needles"—that are removed by cranes to allow river water to flow through. The corps planned to open 38 bays initially, though Lt. Col. Murray Starkel said more could be opened if conditions warranted.
Corps engineers also opened some spillways Friday to release water into the already soggy White River basin from lakes swollen by recent rain in Arkansas and Missouri.
The corps began letting water out from Beaver, Table Rock and Norfork lakes, which dump water into the White River. The river rises in northwest Arkansas, flows north into Missouri, and then back south through Arkansas on its way to the Mississippi River.

Friday, April 11, 2008

More river pictures

YIKES. . . here is the river on April 10th.

And here it is this morning on April 11th. Notice that you can no longer see under the dock or whatever it is in the background.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

New Pictures of the River

Jett wanted me to post a couple new pictures so you can really see how much the river has risen.

This is Feb 9th:



This is today:



Keep checking back for more updates! It is very crazy how much it keeps going up. See my post from yesterday to read what the local paper had to say, and to get the link to the live webcam so you can check it out!

Thanks guys!

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

The River

A couple of people have emailed or called to ask about the Mississippi River since they know Jett is working on it, so I thought I would give an update. Please see below the pictures for the newspaper write up on the river. As for Jett's job, here are a couple of pictures to show how much it has risen in a weeks time. If you want, you can save this website http://flatironcorp.oxblue.com/jjab/ as a favorite and you can check on the images.

On April 2nd, this is what it looked like:





And here it is today:




Here is what the Baton Rouge Newspaper published today: (Point Coupee Parish is the New Roads side of the river project that the bridge is connecting to)

"As water levels continue to rise, the U.S. Army Corps of Engineers has stepped up its monitoring of levees along the Mississippi and Atchafalaya rivers.

“We have moved up to our second phase of flood-fight activation which includes daily inspections,” said Eric Hughes, spokesman with the corps’ New Orleans District.

In other developments, some farmers in Pointe Coupee Parish lost their fight to keep their fields from flooding while state corrections officials may move prisoners from the Louisiana State Penitentiary at Angola if conditions warrant.

As of Monday, corps staff are monitoring the levees along the Atchafalaya and Mississippi rivers in 12-hour shifts every day, Hughes said.

Areas of concern include any levee scouring on the river side or sand boils on the land side, which would indicate water pressure forcing water under the levee.

With the experience of floods in 1973, 1983, 1984 and 1997, corps staff know where these sand boils are traditionally found and where they might need to focus additional attention, said Lee Guillory, natural disaster manager for the corps, New Orleans District.

The New Orleans District is responsible for the approximately 760 miles of levees and floodwalls in the Mississippi River and Tributaries program that extend from Concordia Parish to the Gulf of Mexico, Guillory said.

So far, the corps hasn’t found any areas of concern along the levees, he said.

“Just the routine seepage areas and sand boils that we routinely see when the river gets high,” Guillory said.

A decision on whether to open the Bonnet Carré Spillway north of New Orleans to relieve high water pressure downriver is still under consideration, Hughes said.

In Pointe Coupee Parish, some farmers lost their battle to keep the rising water out of their fields.

From March 20 until Sunday, these farmers — with help from the community, businesses and the Louisiana National Guard — raised the levee with 4-foot square bags of dirt.

This 2.2-mile stretch of small levee is designed to let water into a holding area bordered by two large guide levees if the river reaches a certain height.

Marty Graham, one the farmers who use the property to plant wheat, soybeans and other crops, said they worked until Sunday evening but needed to pull equipment and people out of the area because of the danger.

“The river was coming up too fast,” Graham said.

Minor overtopping of the large dirt bags started Sunday, but by Monday there was major overtopping, he said.

On Tuesday, Gov. Bobby Jindal requested assistance for farmers in the spillway and asked the U.S. secretary of agriculture to declare Pointe Coupee Parish a disaster area and for USDA benefits to be made available.

In Baton Rouge, levees continue to be monitored daily by the city-parish, which has jurisdiction over about 2 miles of levee from downtown to just north of LSU, and the Pontchartrain Levee District, which has jurisdiction along the east bank of the river from north of LSU through St. Charles Parish.

The river is forecast to crest in Baton Rouge at 41 feet April 16. During the last major high water event, in 1997, the river crested at 43.8 feet, according to the National Weather Service.

Since March 24, Pontchartrain Levee District staff have submitted daily inspection reports to the corps, said Monica Salins, executive director of the levee district.

They haven’t found any problems, she said.

The district also has maintenance crews, levee district police and people who live along River Road keeping an eye on possible levee problems, she said.

River traffic on the swollen river is being monitored and directed in part through a traffic control center in downtown Baton Rouge, said Chief Matthew Valenti, public affairs officer with the U.S. Coast Guard Baton Rouge.

There are some restrictions on river traffic on things like necessary engine horsepower and how many barges can be moved by a vessel, but so far things are going smoothly, he said.

Karen St. Cyr, a spokeswoman for the Port of Greater Baton Rouge, said the high water has not affected any of the port’s facilities.

The state Department of Public Safety and Corrections and the Louisiana Sheriffs Association are working on a plan to move prisoners from Louisiana State Penitentiary at Angola to other prisons if the river threatens their safety.

After the river’s 1997 record crest of 61.3 feet at Red River Landing near Angola nearly blew out the prison’s levees, the state and the Corps of Engineers strengthened and raised the flood protection structures.

Angola spokeswoman Cathy Fontenot said the levees are 66 feet high, but since they have not been seriously tested by a major flood, officials have decided to move inmates if the river reaches 63 feet at Red River Landing.

The river is forecast to crest in the area at 58.5 feet April 16, but Fontenot said prison officials are waiting to see if the forecast is revised upward.

West Feliciana Parish Sheriff J. Austin Daniel said the public should understand that Angola inmates will not be evacuated to parish jails.

Only state prisoners who pose less of a security risk will be moved to parish jails to make room for Angola prisoners in other state prisons, he said."

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Happy Thursday

Cheese and Rice (Nick Nick always says that) I can't believe it is already APRIL!! Colton is 3 months old already, it seems like Jett just brought us home from the hospital.. YIKES.

As you can tell from my emails, we have one happy baby. Colton thinks that his mommy is the funniest person ever.. it does not matter what I am telling him, his face just lights up and he starts to giggle. Krista has been around to video it.. sometimes I try but as you can see from the drum video I emailed, it is hard to entertain and video at the same time..

Is anyone else watching Big Brother... or Survivor??? Who are ya rooting for?

Our days are getting a little more into a routine and Colton is really showing his love to me by USUALLY sleeping from about 7 30 or 8 pm til about 5 30 or 6! It is great to get that sleep. And he is all smiles when I go to get him up... I am crossing my fingers that the colic is LOOOOOOOOONG GONE!!

Krista had a spring fling at the college and since she is Ms. BRCC she had to help work it. She forgot sunscreen:







Don't worry, we certainly had a "discussion" about the importance of sunscreen and she knows she should have worn some.. hopefully she learned her lesson, and if not, she will be sporting a sexy farmers tan all summer to remind her of it HA HA

Hope all is well with you guys!

Friday, April 4, 2008

Very Sad...

I don't use this blog to spout off my opinions, I generally just use it to update you guys on Colton and things going on in the family. Today is the exception, so please forgive me if you do not agree with what you are about to read.

First off, let me just say, I am not a HUGE Oprah fan. I will watch her shows if Colton is sleeping on me or eating at that time. I DVR it and delete many shows without watching, but occasionally I will hear Kidd Kraddick (radio DJ) talk about a show.. and I will try to watch it..

So today, I am flipping through and it is on. And this was about the saddest thing I have seen in so long...

It was all about Puppy Mills.. I really had not heard of them, or maybe I had heard but never really thought much about them. So, if you are like me, let me just give a quick explaination.

These idiot people take pure bred dogs and breed them OVER AND OVER AND OVER, in order to sell the puppies and make money off of them. Lisa Ling did an undercover investigation and the conditions that these dogs lived in was ATROCIOUS.. dogs in wire cages who had NEVER stepped foot on grass, filthy, dirty, begging for attention. Female dogs whose nipples had tumors on them from too many feedings. The fur is matted, eyes are sad, I could just go on and on and on and on.

So, after the puppies are born, the idiots take them to the morons at the petshops OR they sell them online... pure bred are extremely marketable.. especially the small little cute puppies.

Then we, hopefully ignorant (I cannot imagine that I would know anyone who knowingly would buy a puppy from these conditions) purchase the puppies which in turn encourages these breeders to continue what they are doing.

What Oprah showed on TV was horrible, was heart wrenching.. like she said, even if you are not a pet lover, if you are just a HUMANE person, you will feel. She had a man on the show who founded a shelter that tried to adopt. Did you know that you can find pretty much any breed, any age at a shelter? You just have to do your research and you can find the puppy.

I just want to really encourage you if you are in the market for a puppy, to please please PLEASE consider going to a shelter. Also, if you already own a dog (or three like us) You should have them spayed or neutered (Do I sound like Bob Barker?)..

If you go to www.OPRAH.com, you can see more info. Please check it out.

Sorry to go off, this just really upset me.

Love
Shauna

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Friday, March 28, 2008

Happy Friday

Happy Friday! This has been a very lazy week for us. I guess because we don't have any family coming.. BOO FOR THAT. Sidney and Corey's spring break was this week, so they hung out with Colton and I during the day. Needless to say, I got all caught up on my Hannah Montana, Suite life of Zach and Cody and Spongebob Squarepants episodes... *Awkward* (sorry, Hannah moment he he)

Colton is laughing a lot. If I can figure out how to post the video (it is not working right) I will upload one of him laughing.. it is so cute!

We are so ready for April 4th, that is when Kent and Sarah find out if they are having a boy or a girl!!!!!!!!! Also, I have deleted our jettandshauna.com site.. I never updated it anymore and this is where I post pictures.. and this is FREE


Love you guys!
Shauna, Jett, Colton and Krista

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Happy Easter

Happy Easter to everyone!! We had a great weekend. On Thursday, Mom, Dad and Kelsey drove up here from the Houston Stock show! They got in and we enjoyed some yummy homemade enchiladas and good company.

Friday morning, Jett had to work so we hung out that morning. Then, we headed to St. Francisville to ride the ferry to meet Jett for lunch in New Roads. I am not a big fan of the ferry, especially since just last week the motor went out and they crashed into a docked ferry.. not something I like to think of. Lunch was good then Jett went back to work and Krista, Kels, Mom, Dad, Colton and I drove came back, got Sid and Kelli and we all went to the zoo. Who knew that Baton Rouge would have such a beautiful zoo? We had a lot of fun and spent about 3 hours walking around the zoo.



Gator (this dude was HUGE and close.. scary)



Hungry Hungry Hippo



Krista, Kelsey and the Giraff's



Sid really liked the playground



The pretty Zebras

When we got back from the Zoo, Jett was home... I finally talked him (with a LOT of help from Dad) into heading to Home Depot to get me my screen door. I want one on both my front doors, but we have to work on the door frame for one.. so, we just got the one for my kitchen done.. but I LOVE IT. I know it is simple but I really love having the doors and window's open. HOwever, if there is no screen door, then flies and mesquitos come in.. no good.. Dad said by the time they get back down here, he will have my front door figured out so that I can get the screen for that! YES!

That night we got mom and dad hooked on the WII!! THat game is FUN and it gives you a good workout! :) Now they are going to go home and get one! Yeah for that.

Saturday we basically just hung out. We grilled burgers for Kelli's bunch and ours. Then we colored Easter eggs with Kel's kiddo's, Brandi from across the street's kiddo's and us. The kids hid the eggs a few times for fun.. only had a few scuffles, then we just came back and hung out. Sunday morning mom and dad and Kels got up early and hit the road.


Colton and his favorite Bumbo chair (and his Easter bunny from MeeMaw and Pawpaw)



MeeMaw and PawPaw and Kels.. DON'T GO!!



I love my MeeMaw



Colton and his bath



Colton's Mohawk ROCKS!

It was a great visit. Every time we see family, it makes us realize how much we want to be closer to home.. it is hard being this far away!!!!!!

We love you guys and hope that your Easter was as happy as ours was!

Monday, March 17, 2008

Trip home

HELLLOOOO!!

On Wednesday night, Jett, Krista, Colton and I headed to Dallas for the first leg of our journey. Jett had a conference that weekend and I was headed to Ft. Sumner for my sweet friend Michelle's baby shower! We got into Dallas around 10ih.. Colton did wonderful on the trip. We visited for a bit then hit the sack.

Thursday, Joslyn headed to work for the day planning to fly to Lubbock that night and I would pick her up and we would drive to FS together. Jett borrowed Joslyn's car to head to the hotel. Krista, Colton and I went to Candice's work to have her sign Michelle's gift, since she was not going to be able to make it to the shower. Jett calls just as we are leaving her work telling us to be careful.. snow is on our way. I tell him "we will be fine.. it is just raining right now" DANG IT.. as soon as I hit end on the cell phone, I told Krista, that sounds like sleet.. that continued for about oh half a second then it was almost a white out.. in DALLAS FREAKING TEXAS! WHAT?? I am not driving in Minnesota again am I?? here are a couple of pictures:




There was this prick of a driver in front of us, who kept fish tailing, he would speed up, then almost seemed like intentionally slam on his brakes to make him drive all crazy.. now, I can see if you are on a back road or NOT THE DANG INTERSTATE maybe having some fun, but here I am, driving with my son and my sister and I am not really in the frame of mind to deal with that crap. Luckily, Colton was asleep so he could not hear all of my "sweet, nice" words I was whispering to the other drivers.

In this picture, notice the car off the road and the lights a little further up facing us.. it was bad people, bad!





We saw a flipped RV, a couple of jackknived (is that spelled right) semi trucks.. the semi's were ticking me off b/c we had all started driving in one lane, in the middle of the interstate, going 20.. there were alot of cars doing this and it felt like a safe thing to do.. but the big semi drivers were in a hurry to get by us.. they were ticking me off (Sorry Dad!)

We had plans to meet Kyla in Abilene for lunch, our navigation system (when we started out) that we would get there at 11 45.. we ended up pulling in at 1 45, thankfully Kyla was able to still meet us at Chilis.. man, I miss that girl! We had a nice lunch, she got to meet her sweet cousin Colton.

Once we left Abilene, it was smooth sailing. Jett called and said "hey, this weather has messed up our conference, so it is cancelled. " WOO HOO. Luckily he was able to get on the same flight as Joslyn and they got in about an hour after I had arrived in Lubbock. We picked them up, quick ran to Party City to get some supplies for the shower, then headed to Dar and Davids for the night.

Friday morning, we got up and ran to Walmart, got the rest of the stuff for the shower and headed to FS. I had made a playlist on my IPOD of music from our senior years (97 for me 98 for Jos).. so we had a blast listening and signing to that.. dang we were dorks back then HE HE HE.. (NO COMMENTS PLEASE). We got there and ran to the Lumber Yard to say hey to Joslyn's mom, Mary Claire then met Nana at Freds... had a nice visit, then we went down to Nan's house and started our baking. Since it was a baby shower, we substituted Easter m & m's instead of chocolate chips.. and we made rice crispy treats with the Easter marshmellows. Luckily we realized we needed to seperate the marshmellows instead of throwing them all in, they would have melted into a ball of brown poo colored (which we could have put in diapers.. maybe next time). We ended up making 4 batches of cookies and 4 batches of rice crispy treats. YUMMY. Jett and I took Colton up to Granny and Grandad's and we picked them up and went to visit Cliff and Molly and the kiddo's. Man, they have grown! We got to see Reed's (and Zach has one) championship "3pete" state title football rings.. nice :)

Friday night, Peepaw got to meet Colton! It was great for us, our FS family is so far from us, we really cherish the time we get to spend together, when we get to spend time together:












Saturday was the day of the shower! Joslyn, Jamie, Crystal, Dawn, Ashley, Krista and yes, even Jett, met at the community house to decorate.. we had a blast:







We had a great time, and it was so awesome to see Michelle, she looks amazing!!! Here is a couple pictures of the hostesses (minus Candice).. we did one nice one and then one that is really us.. a bunch of goofs:






After the shower, we cleaned up really quick, then Joslyn, Jett, Krista, Colton and I headed BACK to Lubbock. Nana had baked Dar a birthday cake so we took that along. We got back to Lubbock at 9pm, had the bday cake and sang happy birthday to her, then hit the sack. We woke up Sunday at the butt crack of dawn (even earlier due to daylight savings) and hit the road. In Dallas, we met up with our good buddy Matt and his fiance, Mykeall, at lunch, dropped Jos off at the airport for her car then continued our trip. It took us a total of 14 hours and amazingly enough, Colton did WONDERFUL. The last half hour, he was DONE, but he did great.

We actually got here the same time Kent and Sarah did!! Yup, they finally got to come and meet Colton.. plus, they have some amazing news as well, they are expecting a baby!!! WOO HOO for that! We are very excited for them. So we went and ate Chili's and came home and crashed.. it was a LONG day for us.

We got up Monday morning and once again, hit the road to New Orleans, we wanted to go to the aquarium. Umm, it is closed on Monday's.. LOSERS. But we had a nice walk around the French Quarter... ate some beniegts, I shoved a spoonful of powdered sugar on Jett.. oh and.. I was very aroused when I saw this hunk o burning love sitting right behind Sarah.. every time I looked at her.. this is what I had to see (thank goodness Kent and Jett were blocking me in.. otherwise, there is no telling what I would do)



Tuesday we took the ferry to New Roads, ate some grub at Satterfields and then headed to Myrtles, the haunted plantation house in St. Francisville. We did not see anything paranormal but I still was creeped out: http://www.myrtlesplantation.com/

We came home, played the WII and then I cooked a Mexcian feast for supper. Wednesday, Kent and Sarah headed home and Colton and I hung out at the house.. poor Jett had to go to work!

All in all, it was a WHIRLWIND of a week. We were exhausted, but the GREAT kind of tired, that is brough on by great company, great friends!!

Hope all of you guys are doing well! Please comment but don't forget to sign your name if you are leaving one annonomously, we don't know who you are if you don't!!